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The Human Dragon .:Read if you want:.

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So the story behind this is below, and yes, I'm speaking out abut something personal in this, so if you have similar issues and don't know how to deal with it, I'll lead you away from the bad paths.

You see, I was always called things behind my back at school, and just last year was when I had reached my breaking point. I decided to run into the bathroom upstairs when everyone was asleep because I had heard from a friend that the insults behind my back were still going on. I had been called fat by someone I used to be extremely close with back in junior high, and a lot of other things involving my understanding for the world. So instead of a knife because I was afraid of blood, that night began the habit of shaving my stomach. Due to stopping this habit and not doing it for a while, however, my skin became abnormally dry and dark, like there were scales underneath it, and I've kind of let it go because it even felt like scales too if you brushed your hand over it (dry scales if I hadn't been in water previously, and pretty much snake scales after I come out of a pool). And recently I've had really bad anger issues this entire school year, so I had a lot of troubles dealing with people then, and even threatened to crush them and their friends, tie them to a pole and burn the school down, or even stab them right there and then in front of the student body and staff members. (Of course, it's slowly being limited to school-only, but because of all this happening, I might be home-schooled to calm down a bit.)


How I might help:

I can help others, but I can't help myself. I'll be there to assist you if you're in a similar situation (only without the shaving thing) and find that light in the darkness for you to escape to without resorting to self-harm of any kind (verbal, physical, emotional, and mental self-harm).
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I wish I was there to bite them.....or even kick their asses....